NOTE: I wrote this back in September and apparently never published it. I have since lost 16 more of those stubborn pounds and am in my pre-preggo clothing again, but the principle remains the same. :)
Full blown honesty session here.
I gained 45 pounds during pregnancy. It's embarrassing to think about and admit.
25 of those came off real quick.
The other 20? They're taking their sweet time. No matter how diligent I am in cutting back and working out, they seem.... stuck.
So I'm doing my best to have grace with the fact that it's just going to take time. And I'm learning to come to terms with and embrace my new, 20-pounds-heavier look. I've come to terms with the fact that I wore maternity shorts all summer long and they still have yet to feel loose. I've come to terms with the fact that I had to buy jeans a few pant sizes up from my old size, because if nothing else, they fit.
I'm not living the glamorous life. I have circles under my eyes most days due to interrupted sleep, but it's ok. The house is staying clean for the most part, the laundry is getting folded, dinner is usually hot when Josh gets home from work, and the baby gets fed and bathed.
I'm learning to let go of the old outward version of myself and wear the same smile I've always had. It may create a double chin now, but I'm still happy and content with the way my story is panning out. I have a family that I love to love. They make it worth the intermittent sleep patterns, the rolling out of bed at 7 each morning, the cooking, the cleaning, the grocery runs, the doctor's visits... all of it.
Outward appearance can and will fluctuate, but the character stuff that truly makes or breaks a person? That's what I'm choosing to focus on. And when I do I find that I am a more content, peaceful person.
Fitness is important because God only gave me one body, but He never said anything about it needing to look like a supermodel. I am choosing to be a good steward over it so that I can better take care of the family He lovingly gave to me. It doesn't mean I will lose the pounds, but it means I will be healthy. That's what matters.
Full blown honesty session here.
I gained 45 pounds during pregnancy. It's embarrassing to think about and admit.
25 of those came off real quick.
The other 20? They're taking their sweet time. No matter how diligent I am in cutting back and working out, they seem.... stuck.
So I'm doing my best to have grace with the fact that it's just going to take time. And I'm learning to come to terms with and embrace my new, 20-pounds-heavier look. I've come to terms with the fact that I wore maternity shorts all summer long and they still have yet to feel loose. I've come to terms with the fact that I had to buy jeans a few pant sizes up from my old size, because if nothing else, they fit.
I'm not living the glamorous life. I have circles under my eyes most days due to interrupted sleep, but it's ok. The house is staying clean for the most part, the laundry is getting folded, dinner is usually hot when Josh gets home from work, and the baby gets fed and bathed.
I'm learning to let go of the old outward version of myself and wear the same smile I've always had. It may create a double chin now, but I'm still happy and content with the way my story is panning out. I have a family that I love to love. They make it worth the intermittent sleep patterns, the rolling out of bed at 7 each morning, the cooking, the cleaning, the grocery runs, the doctor's visits... all of it.
Outward appearance can and will fluctuate, but the character stuff that truly makes or breaks a person? That's what I'm choosing to focus on. And when I do I find that I am a more content, peaceful person.
Fitness is important because God only gave me one body, but He never said anything about it needing to look like a supermodel. I am choosing to be a good steward over it so that I can better take care of the family He lovingly gave to me. It doesn't mean I will lose the pounds, but it means I will be healthy. That's what matters.
